I always hear and see videos of people who are in my shoes saying, "It gets better". I wonder does it really get better. I feel like I am at a spot where I keep going down and not going up on this Roller Coaster of life. Being a Member of The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints has blessed me and has also hindered me. Being Gay in the church doesn't seem to corolate. I try my best to remain obedient and faithful and then also be told I can't be gay. I have recently felt torn apart by going to church as well as living at home with my family. I feel so trapt with living at home. Yeah rent is free, however the price of living at home weighs down on my emotions. I keep telling myself I should move out and don't. I just don't see things getting better.
Such is Life